What Is True Anymore?

Medieval monk pondering cosmological models

A conversation about AI, doubt, and the quiet instability of truth Yesterday I had a conversation with my son about the fact that everyone at his workplace talks about AI all day. He uses AI occasionally himself, but for him it is not a topic that should replace all other office conversation. I do not … Read more

Laziness as Method

Laziness as Method

From autofocus to AI image generation, convenience becomes a method. Control becomes conditional. It only looks like its opposite. I work constantly, seven days a week if necessary, ten to twelve hours a day.. I work constantly, seven days a week if necessary, ten to twelve hours a day. Most office workers do not come … Read more

Efficient. Clean. Slightly Suspicious.

That is where the machines learned to speak in my voice, from sources that remain verifiable rather than interpreted.

What AI reveals about authorship, visibility, and the quiet afterlife of personal archives. Why do I keep circling back to the early Internet, somewhere around 1994. Because I recognise the mood. Not just the AI revolution itself, but the performance around it. The certainty. The anxiety. The quiet satisfaction of those who believe they have … Read more

And a Sandwich… No, I Ate That

There is one sandwich. No, I ate that...

When the Internet arrived in Amsterdam around 1994, it exposed something quickly: people cannot handle the opinions of others. For a brief moment, everything seemed fine. Then came the complaints. Sexism. Discrimination. Sexism was inevitable. Computing was a male domain, and men among themselves say things they would rather not defend in public. Nothing new … Read more

Sleep, Blikkie. Wake Up, Blikkie

Amsterdam as seen through my back window

A small experiment with a large implication: what an AI chooses to remove says more about us than about the machine. I had, of course, read the stories about OpenClaw. Installing an AI agent at home had started to feel less like curiosity and more like a calculated risk. Bank accounts emptied. Entire inboxes erased … Read more

The Afterlife of an Unlikeable Novel

Hans van der Kamp's desk 1993

On critics, Calvinism, and the strange persistence of a Dutch book Although I am more active as a photographer, I still find myself haunted by a novel I wrote more than thirty years ago. I will not mention its title here; I feel no need to promote it any further. What I do try, instead, … Read more

The Colonization of the Mind

Colonizing the brain

Wherever I go, I still hear people voicing their concerns about AI. The stories I hear bear a striking resemblance to the texts that once circulated about the Internet. I use AI as a tool and feel no shame about it, much as I felt no shame in the mid-1990s about using the Internet. By … Read more

A Convenient Idea of Freedom

Satiric image of a cowboy chasing Europeans in the Wild West

The phrase “the Free West” is used as if it were self-evident. It rarely is. Behind it lies a mix of sentiment, selective memory, and a set of contradictions that are easier to ignore than to resolve. Yesterday it happened again. A professor began a sentence with the words, “We, in the Free West.” I … Read more

A Flaming Hairdresser with a Camera

A flaming hairdresser with a camera

The woman I was due to photograph at two o’clock that afternoon described herself as a burlesque performer. As a studio photographer I have learned that a certain amount of classification is unavoidable. Anyone who enters a large dark forest without recognizing its predators will inevitably be eaten alive. In the amateur circuit, burlesque performers … Read more